I didn't know how to name this journal, probably you will see this as a rant, but I don't like make rants, just informing people who watch my works.
First, because always will be there supporters and haters, I can understand that. But when people at beginning come as "supporters" and "friends", but for unknown reasons, after some time, this people just stab you in the back, this is the worst. Also, many people don't have enough guts for tell you directly but spreading hate to people and then, without reason, unknown people begin to hate you. I really don't care when unknown people hate you, but when are people that you know, told you good things in the past or you made favors to them, is just disgusting.
Some people probably know what I'm talking about, and this is something that I really didn't care at beginning but because the massive hate spread, suddenly I begun to receive much hate from people and somebody told me from where came this hate. Don't worry, I've blocked all those people in my Youtube account and forgot them, and
I'll keep blocking trolls, count on it.
I could name here the users who are spreading hate and probably many people would be surprised who are these people, are very known in MMD groups from here,
but it's not the case, I prefer ignore them.
I know there are good people who support me because they like my works without asking anything, but there are people who only write you because they want something, you know, for me this is annoying. Is like, "I love your works, give me your motion data", or "You are amazing, use my selfmodel in your next work", or something like that.
So, here are some answers for people who asked me before why I'm not using OC's or selfmodels from others anymore:
Is because the attitude from the people. I don't have anything against the OC's or selfmodels, I think there are very cool OC's and people is very creative. But because I like to use many models in my MMD animations, sometimes, in the credits I forgot to put the name of somebody, and then, these users begun to make drama because I forgot to credit them, so, for this reason, I'm not using OC's or selfmodels anymore, this is for avoid troubles.
You know, japanese modelers (who make from scratch MMD models, not editing or taking parts from others) are not too stubborn with the credit, if you forgot to credit them, they are not hating you for that. For sure, I think is good to credit people because is a sign of respect for the work they made. Sometimes I forgot to credit because I use many models and is tiresome writing the credits. Also, I understand why people from here require credit them so much, because also there are people who steals parts, designs, etc. But in my opinion, if you want that people use your model, you must have good attitude and be prepared, many people will not give you credit, will take parts from your model or abusing of your model. Distributing something to the public always is a risk, so, if you make a model and want to distribute to public, have a good attitude, if you have rules with your model, post them politely but not making preassure to people, many people will credit you for their own, others will not. If you are not prepared, then don't distribute your model and post politely that you are not distributing your model (without hate).
This is just an advice, but I'm not using OC's or selfmodels anymore.
Also, there are motion data that I don't distribute to public, but in some cases, I give it to very close friends, but many people don't know what's the meaning of friendship. In most of cases, I give by my will those motion data and not because somebody asked me. I was being a bit tolerant before with people who asked me, but thanks to the false people who don't have a life and betrayed my confidence, I'll be more strict in this case and just giving stuff to people who I'm willing to giving stuff. Probably I will not answer notes or messages if I don't want to give some stuff. This is for avoid people who only write you because want some stuff, but almost never talk to you.
If you don't give them the stuff they are asking, are potential haters and false people. The same case with my OC's.
I really don't care about being famous or popular, I just enjoy using MMD and make happy people with my works. Other people who don't have a life always will taking MMD
just for feed their ego, making destructive criticizing of works from others, make rants about anything, trolling people, bullying newbies, etc. The trouble is that many people from DA put attention to this kind of people and feed them, in other words, they love drama. Japanese MMD community don't have MMD drama often, and that's because japanese people have culture for respect each others, if somebody try to get attention making drama or something like that, all users ignore that user, so, the troll dies.
I think real life have enough drama if you love drama, but turning MMD always in drama or spreading hate in any sense is lame and the worst, those kind of people don't have any respect from me. MMD is for make smile people. Many people complaint about the MMD drama, without know that themselves are creating drama. Other people is hypocrite, they say that don't support drama, but they create drama just for fun or allow drama in their groups.
I'm not trying to convince users because I don't think this will change, but I suggest that if people want fun and no drama, then must begin with respect each others, ignore any picture or comment about destructive criticism to others (rants), being more friendly and talking to people not because you want some stuff or favor from them, but because the person, people have thoughts and feelings.
Anyway, hope you don't hate me and understand me view point, if not, I can't help you. Thank you to all my fellow supporters and friends who always are there for me, and I'm happy that I can make them happy throught my works. I'll keep doing my best and getting fun. For users who watch my works for first time, I hope you like them
Thank you for reading.